perhaps

Last paper was yesterday, i suppose i was acting pretty reclusive during this exam period. When i visited Derek after the paper he mentioned how i seemed to have disappeared for weeks. Ha. I reminded him i turned up to see them mess up Julie. Still, it was nice having a proper conversation with him again. One that consists of more than just a sentence. (:

There are certain things i would rather not say here, so i guess, in a nutshell, thank God for Derek, the other block 3 guys and Carena. Thinking about it, as we've said from the start, God has everything planned. After the talk, all the more i realise how evident His presence has been in my Hall life; yet i somehow overlooked it in times when i all the more ought to hold onto it. Still, thank God for the angels He has placed around me, like always.

I find it annoying when i see people who are superficially saying grace just for the sake of it, who are all that but not. Yet, i suppose, i am perhaps like that to at times. When the world gets so hectic, i momentarily fail to notice God's presence in my life; fail to behave as He would want me to.

It was strange talking to Hao wei that night when he popped by. Talking about the first 2 weeks and our weird happenings then. Its passing seems so fast-paced, so much of a blur that certain things seemed to have passed by with just a pain or a laugh and nothing more. Still, Hao Wei, nope, you'll get the fridge, but i refuse to loan you my pillow. I know its nice and fluffy. (:



Now that the papers are over and hols have officially started for me, i finally have some time to consolidate certain things that has happened over the year. Some pretty and some not so pretty things. Strangely, thinking about things this while, 2008 has been quite a stretched blur filled with many little memories. Filled with people i dont wanna lose, people i cant be bothered with losing, lovely memories, strange happenings, hurtful events, laughter and loads of tears. As usual, i'll do my yearly write-up to sum up and thank the people i wanna thank, soon enough.



we all fall back, and realise that perhaps first impressions are really
more than just that